Why Now, And Why Him?

I don't know what to do now...

I like someone who has a girlfriend...but I think there are still those feelings for the both of us....

It's scary.

The way that he makes me feel is strange to me.

It's like i'm the only crazy person within a mile either way and I still don't know why.

I miss how things used to be. With the people I felt safe with and who I could act like the normal me with.

I can't do that anymore.

People have either moved away or are no longer speaking to me. And it makes me sad.

There are so many people who still have a lasting part of my mind its not even funny.

And as for the information that goes with the title....

He should know who he is...

There is a big part at the top that should explain things...

I've always been here, if you want.

All you have to do is open your eyes, your heart and your mouth and tel me so.

Even some information as to which one of you still cares...

And yes....

There are two of you.

Though I doubt that there would be even a chance.

But if this is too much....

Let me know?

Alright?

I don't wanna seem like a retard....

Not in here.

^_^