So...

I downloaded some really neat songs I haven't been able to listen to in a long time. And don't worry, it is legal. I paid for them.

One is a song that i've had running through my head for ever. Like, since I saw the movie last. And that was a long time ago as well. The part that I like is sung by Ewan McGregor---from Moulin Rouge.

'His eyes, upon your face. His hand, upon your hand. His lips, caress your skin. It's more than I can stand. Why does my heart cry? Feelings I can't fight. You're free to leave me but just don't decieve me and please believe me when I say: I love you.'

"Why does my heart cry? Feelings I can't fight. You're free to leave me but just don't decieve me and please believe me when I say: I love you."

Another is from the Pokemon movie surprisingly. It's called 'Brother, my Brother' by Blessed Union Of Souls. I really like that one too. It's got a lot of meaning for me and I think it should be played for everyone. But that's just me.

'Brother, my brother. Tell me what are we fighting for? We've got to end this war. We should love one another, oh can't we just pretend this war never began? We can try, brother my brother.'

I like it alot....obviously. lol

I'm weird but that's why people keep me around. Cause I don't need to be on drugs to dream up crazy things and make people laugh. I just need to wake up in the morning and put on my fake smile and try and act normal. Like I always do....I'm not as happy as I seem. And only one person seems to see past the false appearance. And its kind of freaky that she can tell that. Cause I've spent so long developing a mask so to speak, so I could hide my true feelings and emotions from people. And it kinda freaks me out that someone can see past it. But I guess that's a good thing. It'll keep me on my toes I guess. lol. But I love her and I'm glad that she's my friend and is there for me. I don't know what I would do without her.


"I follow the night. Can't stand the light. When will I begin, to live again? One day I'll fly away. Leave all this to yesterday. What more could your love do for me? When will love be through with me? Why live life from dream to dream? And dread the day when dreaming ends. One day I'll fly away. Leave all this to yesterday. Why live life from dream to dream? And dread the day when dreaming ends. One day I'll fly away. Fly fly away...."

Try and name the song...