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I'm lost right now. The one person I really care about right now is hurting any I can't do anything about it..I tried my best but it just wasn't enough. I guess I shouldve tried harder or something. There had to be something I couldve done better..then maybe she wouldn't be sad or as sad and she wouldn't have snapped at me as we parted. I don't know now if I should give her some space to figure things out or if I should help her out some more... This makes me think it's my fault because I was the one who basically brought the two of them together..it hurts me inside knowing that if I hadn't been so stupid and gotten into someone elses love life that this wouldn't have happened... I'm actually scared to lose her so I just don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I hurt her not him. Like I was the one who didn't return messages or answer my phone. Call her and tell her something came up and we'd have to resuedule. It really hurts that she wouldn't stay here so I could be there for her the way she was for me when I was going through the same thing. I just need to know if I should wait to message her..give her some time to think about things or if I should try and get her to talk to me.........