Then

Woooooow.
Too much caffeine. nearly 40 ozs in my mug thing and its over half way gone.  I only made it an hour ago too.  So i once again, half coffee for blood.


I need a life.  It goes to sleep when the little ones do. lol.


Everything is so oddly colored right now.  The once solid, one color green folder the mouse is on is now like, 5 different colors of green.  And the walls, psh, don't even get me started.  Its like tie-dye wall paper. haha.  My brain has retreated into my happy place, which has drastically changed from the previous one (mentioned earlier in this blog).


Not sure i really wanna describe it though. Its a very...sexual place. If i'm asked maybe i'll explain.  But not until then lol.


I have so many thoughts running through my head.  And I don't even know where to start.  Besides the fact that they are pointless thoughts and have no meaning what so ever, they're crowding around in there.


1. My pandora is amazing. Its playing a whole shit ton of good songs.  No matter what station i put it on.  Right now is country though. "Waitin' On A Woman" is whats on.  Super good song.  I love it.


2. I need to stop drinking coffee.  I'm like, never gonna sleep again.


3. I have this urge to go run down the street in a nightgown......a flowy one.  Why? I don't really know.


4. I wanna see a rainbow and stand under it lol.


5. I want a rice crispy treat thing.


6. I want a massage.  And a full back massage with shoulders included. lol


7. I'm so freaking hyper............ >.<


8. COOOOOOOOFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anyways.............


No phone for now.  Until I can work for the 45 dollars to get a new card or my family pulls their heads out of their asses and helps like they say they will....