Let The Flames Begin

Apparently no matter how hard I try, I'm not getting any freaking better. I just wish that people would believe in me. Or at least pretend that they do. I mean, it hurts that people don't. I cant explain it, it just does. I just wish that sometimes everyone would...lie to me I guess. I hate that no one seems to believe I can do or finish things. When I say I'm going to finish something I will. I'm not my father, I'm not going to fail out on things I have control over. I mean, I try my best at things and it sucks that it still has no effect on peoples thoughts. I think I'm doing better, and I guess I'm just stupid for thinking so. Oh well. Guess I'm just dumb for believing in myself and that I can be better than that.