So I guess I'm finally nearly back to normal. Minus the anger fits that have yet to come. I got a random one last night/this morning. Which kind of worried me. Though I guess its a good thing since I haven't been able to let it out at all in a long time. Of all the times though, when I'm hanging out with my friends lol.
But it was a good night. We had some fun, window shopped. And just talked about everything. Including the random people at bus stops. :)
Its time for me to stop living in the past though. I need to just get on with things. Its not like I can change anything anymore. Nothing is like it was before at all and I cant do anything about it. All I can do is just deal with what comes now. And it feels kind of good.
I got my friends to help me, the family I have left. And the people I have in my life now that actually care what happens.
God I sound extremely repetitive.....
Oh well.
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