Why is it that even when you try your very best, things still go wrong? I odn't understand it. Really, why does it have to be like that? Why can't it be when you try your best, things go well for you? It should be like that anyways. Not that the world would get any better.
I do have hope though....
I also want to put in here that I feel really bad for not being able to get to you in time. I really needed to see you today. I hope that you won't be too mad...you're pretty much all I have right now. I don't want to lose you. I know you probably won't even know who you are either. I doubt you'll even read this really. Why would people just read a blog someone posts in everyday almost, just talking about their day? It sounds a little boring to me. So why would people do it? I don't know if I would, but I think that the few people's blogs I do read...it's cause I care about them. Whether they are feeling okay or not. If they need someone to talk to. If they need to be left alone or if they just want someone to listen to them. The world would be so much better if people did tht for five people, then those individual five people did it to five other people. It would work it's way around. Then again, it seems like too much for someone to be able to acomplish in a life. Some people just seem like they don't care how other people are and if they are affecting someone by their actions...whether or not its not paying attention or its paying too much attention. And that being the bad attention. It's crazy.
I can't write anymore about tonight..........maybe tomorrow I will.
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